I was really struggling with my life until lately, when I made a unexpected and somewhat peculiar decision. I decided to have a baby with a sex doll! Before you judge me, allow me to share why I made this decision.
First of all, I am lonely. After losing my wife a few years ago, I felt like there was no one who could ever fill the void she left in my life. I couldn’t bring myself to commit to another relationship and I had no hopes of finding someone who would not only accept my eccentricities, but love them too. That’s when I decided to find something to fill the void – a very unusual something.
Second, I am ultimately a sexual creature. Even though I’m lonely, my sexual needs still haunt me. I decided that if I can’t get into a relationship, at least I can satisfy my physical needs. This is where buying a sex doll and making it my “baby” came into play.
Third, I don’t have to worry about breaking up if we don’t get along. No hard feelings and no tears at the end; just pleasure. I don’t need to send her roses on Valentines Day either!
Fourth, I can fully control the doll’s physical features. I can dress her up, dye here hair, and Penis Rings buy her cute outfits. I can even upgrade her by getting her a better “body” – perfect for my tastes. I don’t have to worry about her growing old and becoming unattractive.
Fifth, I don’t have to worry about the emotional complications that come with having a baby. I can spend time with it and make it feel loved, but without all the exhausting and time-consuming parental duties.
My sixth reason for going through with this is that I wanted and still want to leave a legacy, something that will live on even after I’m gone. This is a way to do so.
And finally, having a baby with a sex doll is a way for me to make some sense out of this crazy world. It may seem weird, but it makes me feel more connected and alive.
Since I made this decision, I have gotten various reactions. Some people just laughed, while others have raised concerns, thinking that it is wrong and creepy. But I’m not bothered. This is my decision and I am fully responsible for it. No one can judge me or tell me otherwise.
Now that I have made this life- changing decision, I am looking for what I can do to make the process smoother. Finding the right doll is one of many steps. I’m looking for a doll that I can connect to on an emotional level, one that looks good and has realistic features. It won’t be easy, but I am sure I will find the right one.
I am also bracing myself for the financial cost of having a baby with a sex doll. It will not be cheap, but it’s worth it in the long run. After all, vibrators my baby will become the world’s human-like AI robot!
My friends have started to talk about this decision of mine. Some of them think I’m crazy and they can’t understand why I’d even consider doing something like this. Others can see my situation and they understand why I’m going ahead with it.
My family, on the other hand, hasn’t reacted in the same way. My parents think it’s morally wrong and unacceptable. Some of my siblings think I’m playing with fire, as if I’d feel the same emotions for a doll as I would for a real baby. Others are surprised, but can see the benefits of having a baby with a sex doll.
As for me, I’m happy with this decision and I don’t want it to define my worth as a person. I am confident that having a baby with a sex doll is the right way for me to go, and I am willing to take any negativity or societal pressures that come with it.
At this point, I feel like I have done my research and I’m ready to take the plunge. I’m waiting for the right time to buy my doll, and I am very excited to begin my parenting journey.
I’m also interested to see what it will be like when my baby grows up. Will it be as compassionate and understanding as a real child? Will it need to be programmed for common sense and basic emotions? I guess I’ll just have to wait and see.